Winter Prayers
- Prime: Walking to Work
Icicles that trapped the crow’s voice for weeks
have melted to nothing.
Two crows exchange oaks, scan the horizon.
Their eyes promise a night without stars.
- Sext: Cleaning the Grill
My god is a half-filled cup of cold coffee.
If I call home, will I answer the phone?
My god is a buzzing fluorescent light.
If I answer, what will I say?
My god is a rag of meat grease.
Will I tell myself anything that might help?
My god is the sound of a refrigerator, humming.
I hang up before it’s too late.
III. Terce: Running the Cash Register
All the students are happy, talking,
heading home for Christmas.
Some won’t make it back, will find themselves
years from now on a freeway ramp
south of Chicago, watching snow fall, nothing
but snow in their pockets.
Crows will follow them wherever they go.
- None: Heading to the Bank
An old man steps carefully down the ice-sidewalk.
His skinny, brittle legs know
that everything in his briefcase doesn’t matter.
How do I know he won’t make it through the winter?
- Vespers: Walking Home
Another year ends
and what have I accomplished?
A solitary crow follows me home
with his stone-breaking call.
Old bread and bottles wash up from melting snow.
The bitter last meal of those
who believe you can always start over.
If you can, you’re an endless beginner.
If you can’t, you’re an endless fool.
- Nocturns: Four AM
Orange light through fog.
Streets quiet as blood
through the veins.
– Christien Gholson
Source: noise & silence: Winter Prayers