Posts Tagged ‘ mourning ’

Christien Gholson – Mudlark Flash 143 (2021) – Poetry

Lament for Snow Blowing off the Roof under Grey Skies

There is loss it skins the world raw 
Sloughs off tomorrow and tomorrow blots out the stars scrapes 
	snow-dust across snow-hives 
Tears snow through snow a junco blown into last night’s window 
Unfathomable loss no raven or angel eye can plumb it

I must forget how snow can peel back the skin

This is the loss snow-dust an illusion while it happens 
Snow-dust that flies already gone 
I long for raven wing on a fence-post mice who dream 
	snow-crust into existence packrat-cell beneath 
	floorboards double oval of deer prints in mud 
	while they are still here

I must forget the snow as it falls
  
There is loss indistinguishable from my death who stands 
	beside me wearing a late Paleozoic snow-cloak 
When I go snow-blind there’s nothing left but voices on 
	the wind calling to themselves hunting their 
	former bodies 
Look at how they ache and cry and skin the air

I must forget how all the cats in the world lift their open mouths 
		to catch the flying snow

This is the loss standing on the shoreline with my first child 
	watching snow fall into the sea 
Whitecap-embrace of water with water thinking how many 
	times it will happen in the years to come and it has 
	not come again 
Death’s hands are cold so cold but hold me so close

I have already forgotten the murder-cry in the magpie’s 
                                  blue feather

I spin with snow-dust become snow-dust for maybe the last time 
To feel snow-dust blow through the heart into a cavern of masks 
	and stub-candles held by disembodied claws 
Our hands and tongues and thighs become shadow-mutations 
	because of such loss

How can I forget the way snow collects on your hat your 
               cheeks eyelashes brightens your eyes

This is the loss words torn off roofs names without bodies 
No I would become snow I would   
I would sacrifice my body for the body of snow the slide of 
	a blue whale’s back against ocean ice the arctic hare’s 
	leap the snow leopard’s eye from behind snow-driven 
	stone No

I will not forget

Source: christien Gholson – Mudlark Flash 143 (2021) – Poetry

The Essential Mundanity of Grief | Hazlitt

I don’t know where or when I learned that I needed to curb any narcissistic tendency I might feel, even in grieving, but I most certainly caught on quick.

Source: The Essential Mundanity of Grief | Hazlitt

W.G. Sebald on Mourning | Mythology of Blue

W.G. Sebald on Mourning

In the Holland of his time it was customary, in a home where there had been a death, to drape black mourning ribbons over all the mirrors and all canvasses depicting landscapes or people or the fruits of the field, so that the soul, as it left the body, would not be distracted on its final journey, either by a reflection of itself or by a last glimpse of the land now being lost for ever.

-As found in Sir Thomas Browne’s Pseudodoxia Epidemica, which Sebald states he can no longer find

Mythology of Blue : W.G. Sebald on Mourning.

Mary Oliver on What Attention Really Means and Her Moving Eulogy to Her Soul Mate | Brain Pickings

‘My first clam,’ 1964 (Photograph: Molly Malone Cook

Mary Oliver on What Attention Really Means and Her Moving Eulogy to Her Soul Mate | Brain Pickings.

NYT 33 years ago on Kaposi’s Sarcoma : : Mozart – Lacrimosa

LEST WE EVER FORGET –

RARE CANCER SEEN IN 41 HOMOSEXUALS – NYTimes.com.

 

Mourning and Activism ~ Raewyn Connell

Raewyn Connell.

Alan Summers haiku in The Temple Bell Stops: Contemporary Poems of Grief, Loss and Change (Modern English Tanka Press 2012) Ed. Robert Epstein

the rain
almost a friend
this funeral

Alan Summers
The Temple Bell Stops

The Temple Bell StopsRobert Epstein, editor

Akilah Oliver / YES

 

 

YES.

Penguins bowed in mourning after the deaths of their chicks / Mail Online

 

 

Penguins bowed in mourning after the deaths of their chicks | Mail Online.

The New Review’s Month in Photography / Guardian UK

Koen-dori, Shibuya (1982) by Masahisha Fukase

The Observer

Masahisa Fukase\’s Ravens

photograph is courtesy of the artist